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Mar. 8th, 2026 11:49 pmnot much content to it.
so stensjön torturing me
by not giving me barely
any food was actually good
they finished changing me
at 22:22 it always has to
be some symmetrical number
its just ultimate stupid
i figured i was put here
for my sins but its bull
shit ive been just as much
a good as a bad person they
even (especially) interupt
me when im working on a new
piece or just some philosphical
quote but at least i can summon
them that way those stupid fucks
corrupt to the core but yeah im
blackened. the wheelchair will
stand forever in that corner.
i can be a wheelchair now all day
but how they tortured me at the end
i dont ever want to experience again
so yeah now its not just wheat any food
makes me lonely theres just no nurtients
whatsoever and when i ate the healthist
(holy water) both yoghurt and filmjölk
just tasted like mould. all cheezes have
been wrecked (we have 3 in sweden lol)
by use of vegetable rennet. like ive been
saying for years, ICA the biggest grocery
store chain in sweden has ZERO genuine products
except ICA BASIC SNABBKAFFE. there they excelled
its rainforest alliance certified but except that
its all just bullshit. even when the coffee was
rancid i got no paranoia or ocd or anxiety from
it that was the thing it worked AGAINST these.
the dip now tasted like sand once again, im
infinitely dry in the mouth nothing will fix
it except rape loosh but im TIRED of being
raped![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
ysabetwordsmith yeah like that rapist.
when bella raped me for like 2 mins, i was like
"thats it? i have it like that 8 hours often"
and its not just 1 demon raping me its infinite.
"when a legion of demons whisper the meaning
of life in your ear" - immortal technique
diss track about me. a legion is 3000.
the only thing better than not being alone
is being left alone. when no one cares its
the best thing ever. when no one bothers you.
they need infinite ryggdunkare among them and
think they punish you but its the opposite.
thats why i love the night. i got divined and
the chick said i am controlled by the moon both
spirtually and mentally. going up at midnight
and then to sleep at noon was the best thing
that happened to me. they dont allow it here
obviously. only 2 hours left. ive written for
3 hours? i doubt it. maybe. it lies about the charge.
if you got music on it drains so quickly.
if you got the screen off and music on it lasts
surely 24 hours with a full battery. its all
just by design. how much could shitty laptop
speakers at low volume use energy for?
so stensjön torturing me
by not giving me barely
any food was actually good
they finished changing me
at 22:22 it always has to
be some symmetrical number
its just ultimate stupid
i figured i was put here
for my sins but its bull
shit ive been just as much
a good as a bad person they
even (especially) interupt
me when im working on a new
piece or just some philosphical
quote but at least i can summon
them that way those stupid fucks
corrupt to the core but yeah im
blackened. the wheelchair will
stand forever in that corner.
i can be a wheelchair now all day
but how they tortured me at the end
i dont ever want to experience again
so yeah now its not just wheat any food
makes me lonely theres just no nurtients
whatsoever and when i ate the healthist
(holy water) both yoghurt and filmjölk
just tasted like mould. all cheezes have
been wrecked (we have 3 in sweden lol)
by use of vegetable rennet. like ive been
saying for years, ICA the biggest grocery
store chain in sweden has ZERO genuine products
except ICA BASIC SNABBKAFFE. there they excelled
its rainforest alliance certified but except that
its all just bullshit. even when the coffee was
rancid i got no paranoia or ocd or anxiety from
it that was the thing it worked AGAINST these.
the dip now tasted like sand once again, im
infinitely dry in the mouth nothing will fix
it except rape loosh but im TIRED of being
raped
ysabetwordsmith yeah like that rapist.when bella raped me for like 2 mins, i was like
"thats it? i have it like that 8 hours often"
and its not just 1 demon raping me its infinite.
"when a legion of demons whisper the meaning
of life in your ear" - immortal technique
diss track about me. a legion is 3000.
the only thing better than not being alone
is being left alone. when no one cares its
the best thing ever. when no one bothers you.
they need infinite ryggdunkare among them and
think they punish you but its the opposite.
thats why i love the night. i got divined and
the chick said i am controlled by the moon both
spirtually and mentally. going up at midnight
and then to sleep at noon was the best thing
that happened to me. they dont allow it here
obviously. only 2 hours left. ive written for
3 hours? i doubt it. maybe. it lies about the charge.
if you got music on it drains so quickly.
if you got the screen off and music on it lasts
surely 24 hours with a full battery. its all
just by design. how much could shitty laptop
speakers at low volume use energy for?
thanks guys =*) <3
Mar. 6th, 2026 12:51 amyour friends
will not always
be there when
you want them
but always when
you need them
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but always when
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Mar. 4th, 2026 04:55 amsince i have some focus for once
im working on the idamo torrent.
ill let you guys know more.
i guess no one will ever download
it but im doing it for ida 😅🖤
im also doing a greatest hits of her work.
should scour radio totalnormal archive.
its years-long project.
scouring the internet
trying to find her songs
im working on the idamo torrent.
ill let you guys know more.
i guess no one will ever download
it but im doing it for ida 😅🖤
im also doing a greatest hits of her work.
should scour radio totalnormal archive.
its years-long project.
scouring the internet
trying to find her songs
support piracy
get bittorent
get warez*
get virus
get spyware
get bitcoin miner
get keyloggers
get fucked today!
expensive software
wants to be free!
* delete the program
after 72 hours and you
wont get a swat team at
your door any time soon
get bittorent
get warez*
get virus
get spyware
get bitcoin miner
get keyloggers
get fucked today!
expensive software
wants to be free!
* delete the program
after 72 hours and you
wont get a swat team at
your door any time soon
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Feb. 25th, 2026 05:20 pmmusicmusicmusichttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmStNF35o1w
music with less than 1k listens on youtube
https://www.bitchute.com/video/9Ecfvs62ceNb/
anyway, i could recommend the book by susanne keysen, called "girl interupted". its based on her experiences in a mental hospital in the 1960s. theres also a movie based on it which was pretty good. winona rider and angelina jolie. it had a good oldskool soundtrack as well so check it out on youtube. anyway, ill descend into more rapeloosh now. this is a declaration of "being tired of all this shit" yes i would kill myself but im bedridden theres nothing i would do and i dont like pain and i cant handle pain. ive been suicidal since i was 11, because my granddad molested me when i was 7, and got HE got so bad nightmares from it he wanted me dead (i was just afraid of the dark for 35 years). i could tell more and ive done that so ill just leave it like that. i got molested then as well by my real mom, by my grandmom (she still does it, shes my only contact but now shell only visit me every 89 days) and very gruesomely several times by my neighbor who i thought for so long was a god.
theres more in the vid i feel horrific i have to turn the comp off now.
anyway, i could recommend the book by susanne keysen, called "girl interupted". its based on her experiences in a mental hospital in the 1960s. theres also a movie based on it which was pretty good. winona rider and angelina jolie. it had a good oldskool soundtrack as well so check it out on youtube. anyway, ill descend into more rapeloosh now. this is a declaration of "being tired of all this shit" yes i would kill myself but im bedridden theres nothing i would do and i dont like pain and i cant handle pain. ive been suicidal since i was 11, because my granddad molested me when i was 7, and got HE got so bad nightmares from it he wanted me dead (i was just afraid of the dark for 35 years). i could tell more and ive done that so ill just leave it like that. i got molested then as well by my real mom, by my grandmom (she still does it, shes my only contact but now shell only visit me every 89 days) and very gruesomely several times by my neighbor who i thought for so long was a god.
theres more in the vid i feel horrific i have to turn the comp off now.
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Feb. 19th, 2026 03:12 pmmp3 is like making food with more and more additives, people "dont notice", but if youve ever been at a proper barbeque diner on the lawn with friends, you would NEVER say "mcdonalds tastes ALMOST THE SAME I BARELY NOTICE ANY DIFFERENCE". of course its a world of difference. with junkfood you eat it in 5 mins or less alone and you just want more of that drug, with a homecooked meal its a labour of love that you enjoy with people you care about for an hour or more.
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Feb. 18th, 2026 01:21 amevolution of feeling like shit
and what i listen to / suno makes for me
week 2
the day after tomorrow: PROFIT
tomorrow: ???
today: fight club soundtrack, anarchy, sabotage, terrorism, living off grid, pink/black
saturday: quake soundtrack, hp lovecraft, disgusting, dakota, brown shades, annunaki
friday: anime soundtrack like beat, he who grows his own rice, fucked up black/white/red
thursday: somali reggae, svea lycksaligheets triumph, desperate, yellow/blue
wednesday: biker punk
tuesday:
monday:
week 1
apocalyptic hardcore, magna alba sancta immanentia, green
presidential speech, scrub on scrub off, red/white/blue
black guy doing poetry slam, vasopressin
facebook has your personal information they dont need you anymore
traditional folk music, woman freedom life, iran revolution 2022-2023
another smash hit single brought to you by the thieves at suno
it was so long ago
nine inch nails - the fragile, lost love, oil paint, turpentine
and what i listen to / suno makes for me
week 2
the day after tomorrow: PROFIT
tomorrow: ???
today: fight club soundtrack, anarchy, sabotage, terrorism, living off grid, pink/black
saturday: quake soundtrack, hp lovecraft, disgusting, dakota, brown shades, annunaki
friday: anime soundtrack like beat, he who grows his own rice, fucked up black/white/red
thursday: somali reggae, svea lycksaligheets triumph, desperate, yellow/blue
wednesday: biker punk
tuesday:
monday:
week 1
apocalyptic hardcore, magna alba sancta immanentia, green
presidential speech, scrub on scrub off, red/white/blue
black guy doing poetry slam, vasopressin
facebook has your personal information they dont need you anymore
traditional folk music, woman freedom life, iran revolution 2022-2023
another smash hit single brought to you by the thieves at suno
it was so long ago
nine inch nails - the fragile, lost love, oil paint, turpentine
sure ^________^
Feb. 17th, 2026 11:18 pmhttps://www.bitchute.com/video/1kEI2PEWfgNX/
order from för emma 79: +46 070 488 12 35. a mix between laptop and desktop. has a screen with 90 degree fixed angle.
name: för dig
made: for oldskool gamers
cost: $10
production cost: $1
markup: 10x
markup if 1000: 5x
markup if 1 mil: 2x
weight: 100gr
graphics: 1-bit b/w nonbacklit display - you need a strong lightsource or daylight to see anything, dithers from up to 15-bit
sound: none
working temperature: +5-+35C
frames per second: 25/30
resolution: 320x240
aspect ratio: 4:3
keyboard: numpad + directional keys + multi-use futhark (30 keys in total)
screen size: 20x15cm
network: 3.5kbaud bluetooth with built-in support for 7zip (de)compression on client / server / wifi
graphics card: 0.5mb
ram: 4mb
harddrive: 100mb free space
webcam: 160x120 pixel 16-bit b/w
7x multiboot:
console emulation:
zx spectrum
commodore 64
nintendo famicom
gameboy
os: ms dos 5.0 windows 3.11 ce
battery:
charge: lasts 50-500 hours
1 manual - recharges from 0% to full in 1 hour of handcranking, uses bicep curl maneuver, can be optionally placed on the left side of the computer
not included, add $50 to price
2 solar power - recharges in 8 hours at 30 degrees
3 kinetic power - using keyboard, trackpad, touching the computer charges it
other tools +$50 per
2x swiss army knife including 2x fork / spoon / knife utensils builtin for dining
ports: 4 usb for using supplied tools +$50 each
fan: strong enough to chill computer from 50c to 20c
induction fridge to chill 1 soda can to +5c / keep 1 cup of coffee at 80 degrees / freeze 1dl ice cubes / liquid to -20
induktionsplatter + ceramic frying pan, space enough to fry 1 egg, high pan to boil 1 litre liquid in 5 seconds
name: för dig 1k
made: for bitcoin traders
cost: $1000
production cost: $200
markup: 5x
markup if 1000: 4x
markup if 1 mil: 3x
weight: 1kg
keyboard: dvorak by default, digital ink led display in grey, can be replaced with 200 languages via the LNG key
graphics: 8-bit b/w display
screen: 2x transparent / mirrored
webcam: 2x (stereoscopic) 500x500 pixels
sound: pc speaker
frames per second: 1000
resolution: 500x2000
aspect ratio: 4:1 - vertical
screen size: 25x100cm
working temperature: -50-+100c
network: 1mbps wifi
graphics card: 1tb
can downscale with lancoz 16x resampling from 4k
multiboot:
windows 50-11
linux blackhat
mac os strawberry shortcake
battery: water and sugar
name: för dig 1m
made: for those that want that little extra of everything
cost: $1 million
made to order
production cost: $500k
markup: 2x
markup if 10: 1.5x
markup if 100: 1.25x
graphics: 16-bit b/w hdr qled with tone mapping
frames per second: 1 million
resolution: 10k^2
screen size: 1 square meter
aspect ratio: 1:1
sound: dolby 4r321
10 speakers
6 directional 50hz-20khz nsewud
2 supersonic tweeters 20k-100k 100k-1m
2 subwoofers 1-10hz 1-50hz
max bitrate: 1gbps with tak compression
working temperature: 1-1 000 000 000 kelvin
network: 1 petabyte/s graphene corded - can download CIA entire internet index in 1 month
calculations: 1 omniflop
harddrive: 1 petabyte
magnetic storage: 1 zettabyte
graphics card: 1 exabyte
boot: 4TRAN 2026
battery: gas based
weight: 5 tons
mobility: levitates with drone engines in case of earthquake flood fire burglary or cracking attempt
keyboard: 1000 key modular unicode to type 1 million different symbols with 2 keypresses, 32-bit pressure sensitive, measures typing at 1000x ps/2 speed (0.001 milliseconds) supports up to 10k keypresses per second
controller: 2 spacetech spaceorb millenium - 8 dimensions of movement at 64 bits per axis
disgustification of the evening:
acetic acid (melts silver)
natural lemon aroma (from black mould gotten from pig fat)
t shirts
1 toothpaste
2 bromide
water poisoning measuring
in parts per million PPM
1 litre of water
with a toxic synthetic chemical
1 gram of it and the sweetwater
is destroyed
scoville scale
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scoville_scale
good potato chip dip sauce
3dl 12% gräddfil
5cl ketchup
1 tablespoon herbes de provence
1 drop etheric mint oil
1 drop tabasco
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order from för emma 79: +46 070 488 12 35. a mix between laptop and desktop. has a screen with 90 degree fixed angle.
name: för dig
made: for oldskool gamers
cost: $10
production cost: $1
markup: 10x
markup if 1000: 5x
markup if 1 mil: 2x
weight: 100gr
graphics: 1-bit b/w nonbacklit display - you need a strong lightsource or daylight to see anything, dithers from up to 15-bit
sound: none
working temperature: +5-+35C
frames per second: 25/30
resolution: 320x240
aspect ratio: 4:3
keyboard: numpad + directional keys + multi-use futhark (30 keys in total)
screen size: 20x15cm
network: 3.5kbaud bluetooth with built-in support for 7zip (de)compression on client / server / wifi
graphics card: 0.5mb
ram: 4mb
harddrive: 100mb free space
webcam: 160x120 pixel 16-bit b/w
7x multiboot:
console emulation:
zx spectrum
commodore 64
nintendo famicom
gameboy
os: ms dos 5.0 windows 3.11 ce
battery:
charge: lasts 50-500 hours
1 manual - recharges from 0% to full in 1 hour of handcranking, uses bicep curl maneuver, can be optionally placed on the left side of the computer
not included, add $50 to price
2 solar power - recharges in 8 hours at 30 degrees
3 kinetic power - using keyboard, trackpad, touching the computer charges it
other tools +$50 per
2x swiss army knife including 2x fork / spoon / knife utensils builtin for dining
ports: 4 usb for using supplied tools +$50 each
fan: strong enough to chill computer from 50c to 20c
induction fridge to chill 1 soda can to +5c / keep 1 cup of coffee at 80 degrees / freeze 1dl ice cubes / liquid to -20
induktionsplatter + ceramic frying pan, space enough to fry 1 egg, high pan to boil 1 litre liquid in 5 seconds
name: för dig 1k
made: for bitcoin traders
cost: $1000
production cost: $200
markup: 5x
markup if 1000: 4x
markup if 1 mil: 3x
weight: 1kg
keyboard: dvorak by default, digital ink led display in grey, can be replaced with 200 languages via the LNG key
graphics: 8-bit b/w display
screen: 2x transparent / mirrored
webcam: 2x (stereoscopic) 500x500 pixels
sound: pc speaker
frames per second: 1000
resolution: 500x2000
aspect ratio: 4:1 - vertical
screen size: 25x100cm
working temperature: -50-+100c
network: 1mbps wifi
graphics card: 1tb
can downscale with lancoz 16x resampling from 4k
multiboot:
windows 50-11
linux blackhat
mac os strawberry shortcake
battery: water and sugar
name: för dig 1m
made: for those that want that little extra of everything
cost: $1 million
made to order
production cost: $500k
markup: 2x
markup if 10: 1.5x
markup if 100: 1.25x
graphics: 16-bit b/w hdr qled with tone mapping
frames per second: 1 million
resolution: 10k^2
screen size: 1 square meter
aspect ratio: 1:1
sound: dolby 4r321
10 speakers
6 directional 50hz-20khz nsewud
2 supersonic tweeters 20k-100k 100k-1m
2 subwoofers 1-10hz 1-50hz
max bitrate: 1gbps with tak compression
working temperature: 1-1 000 000 000 kelvin
network: 1 petabyte/s graphene corded - can download CIA entire internet index in 1 month
calculations: 1 omniflop
harddrive: 1 petabyte
magnetic storage: 1 zettabyte
graphics card: 1 exabyte
boot: 4TRAN 2026
battery: gas based
weight: 5 tons
mobility: levitates with drone engines in case of earthquake flood fire burglary or cracking attempt
keyboard: 1000 key modular unicode to type 1 million different symbols with 2 keypresses, 32-bit pressure sensitive, measures typing at 1000x ps/2 speed (0.001 milliseconds) supports up to 10k keypresses per second
controller: 2 spacetech spaceorb millenium - 8 dimensions of movement at 64 bits per axis
disgustification of the evening:
acetic acid (melts silver)
natural lemon aroma (from black mould gotten from pig fat)
t shirts
1 toothpaste
2 bromide
water poisoning measuring
in parts per million PPM
1 litre of water
with a toxic synthetic chemical
1 gram of it and the sweetwater
is destroyed
scoville scale
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scoville_scale
good potato chip dip sauce
3dl 12% gräddfil
5cl ketchup
1 tablespoon herbes de provence
1 drop etheric mint oil
1 drop tabasco
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6 7 8 9
2 3 4 5
1 ^ 0 SPC
< v > NTR
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