seas e.e. pie pisces CC-BY

Sun, 08 Mar 2026 22:56:26 GMT

not much content to it.

so stensjön torturing me

by not giving me barely

any food was actually good

they finished changing me

at 22:22 it always has to

be some symmetrical number

its just ultimate stupid

i figured i was put here

for my sins but its bull

shit ive been just as much

a good as a bad person they

even (especially) interupt

me when im working on a new

piece or just some philosphical

quote but at least i can summon

them that way those stupid fucks

corrupt to the core but yeah im

blackened. the wheelchair will

stand forever in that corner.

i can be a wheelchair now all day

but how they tortured me at the end

i dont ever want to experience again

so yeah now its not just wheat any food

makes me lonely theres just no nurtients

whatsoever and when i ate the healthist

(holy water) both yoghurt and filmjölk

just tasted like mould. all cheezes have

been wrecked (we have 3 in sweden lol)

by use of vegetable rennet. like ive been

saying for years, ICA the biggest grocery

store chain in sweden has ZERO genuine products

except ICA BASIC SNABBKAFFE. there they excelled

its rainforest alliance certified but except that

its all just bullshit. even when the coffee was

rancid i got no paranoia or ocd or anxiety from

it that was the thing it worked AGAINST these.

the dip now tasted like sand once again, im

infinitely dry in the mouth nothing will fix

it except rape loosh but im TIRED of being

raped ysabetwordsmith yeah like that rapist.

when bella raped me for like 2 mins, i was like

"thats it? i have it like that 8 hours often"

and its not just 1 demon raping me its infinite.

"when a legion of demons whisper the meaning

of life in your ear" - immortal technique

diss track about me. a legion is 3000.

the only thing better than not being alone

is being left alone. when no one cares its

the best thing ever. when no one bothers you.

they need infinite ryggdunkare among them and

think they punish you but its the opposite.

thats why i love the night. i got divined and

the chick said i am controlled by the moon both

spirtually and mentally. going up at midnight

and then to sleep at noon was the best thing

that happened to me. they dont allow it here

obviously. only 2 hours left. ive written for

3 hours? i doubt it. maybe. it lies about the charge.

if you got music on it drains so quickly.

if you got the screen off and music on it lasts

surely 24 hours with a full battery. its all

just by design. how much could shitty laptop

speakers at low volume use energy for?

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alone from now

Sun, 08 Mar 2026 22:53:16 GMT

the only thing better

than not being alone

is being left alone

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thanks guys =*) <3

Thu, 05 Mar 2026 23:52:55 GMT

your friends

will not always

be there when

you want them

but always when

you need them

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Wed, 04 Mar 2026 11:38:07 GMT

immortal technique full name is felipe andres coronel mureno

"är det ett artistnamn?"

tomas ove johansson-jonsson

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self portrait

Wed, 04 Mar 2026 04:35:03 GMT

du väver onekligen din matta av ord i många kulörer och texturer

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idamo discography

Wed, 04 Mar 2026 04:23:20 GMT

since i have some focus for once

im working on the idamo torrent.

ill let you guys know more.

i guess no one will ever download

it but im doing it for ida 😅🖤

im also doing a greatest hits of her work.

should scour radio totalnormal archive.

its years-long project.

scouring the internet

trying to find her songs

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please click the casino and porn ads at least 20-30 times to support us servers arent cheap!

Wed, 04 Mar 2026 03:43:25 GMT

support piracy

get bittorent

get warez*

get virus

get spyware

get bitcoin miner

get keyloggers

get fucked today!

expensive software

wants to be free!

* delete the program

after 72 hours and you

wont get a swat team at

your door any time soon

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Mon, 02 Mar 2026 06:00:50 GMT

era
40 war children
50 boomer
60 children of the revolution
70 sex n drugs n rock n roll
80 generation divorced
90 generation irony
2000 generation gamer
2010 generation easy
2020 generation slop

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i dont bleed red

Sun, 01 Mar 2026 15:42:53 GMT

i bleed bangladesh

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Sun, 01 Mar 2026 05:26:07 GMT

"tomas söt paj" - bella

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Wed, 25 Feb 2026 16:20:35 GMT

musicmusicmusic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmStNF35o1w

music with less than 1k listens on youtube

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side effects of cisordinol

Fri, 20 Feb 2026 12:25:27 GMT

1 violent
2 suicidal
3 deja vu
4 creative
5 apathetic

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have you ever met someone who said "im gonna kill myself soon" and they were 100% serious?

Thu, 19 Feb 2026 16:31:01 GMT

https://www.bitchute.com/video/9Ecfvs62ceNb/

anyway, i could recommend the book by susanne keysen, called "girl interupted". its based on her experiences in a mental hospital in the 1960s. theres also a movie based on it which was pretty good. winona rider and angelina jolie. it had a good oldskool soundtrack as well so check it out on youtube. anyway, ill descend into more rapeloosh now. this is a declaration of "being tired of all this shit" yes i would kill myself but im bedridden theres nothing i would do and i dont like pain and i cant handle pain. ive been suicidal since i was 11, because my granddad molested me when i was 7, and got HE got so bad nightmares from it he wanted me dead (i was just afraid of the dark for 35 years). i could tell more and ive done that so ill just leave it like that. i got molested then as well by my real mom, by my grandmom (she still does it, shes my only contact but now shell only visit me every 89 days) and very gruesomely several times by my neighbor who i thought for so long was a god.

theres more in the vid i feel horrific i have to turn the comp off now.

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i wanna be MAID

Thu, 19 Feb 2026 15:09:03 GMT

-

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Thu, 19 Feb 2026 14:13:38 GMT

mp3 is like making food with more and more additives, people "dont notice", but if youve ever been at a proper barbeque diner on the lawn with friends, you would NEVER say "mcdonalds tastes ALMOST THE SAME I BARELY NOTICE ANY DIFFERENCE". of course its a world of difference. with junkfood you eat it in 5 mins or less alone and you just want more of that drug, with a homecooked meal its a labour of love that you enjoy with people you care about for an hour or more.

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Wed, 18 Feb 2026 23:49:55 GMT

theyve normalised the

withdrawal effects of coffee

1 headache - lack of coffee

2 shakes - lack of coffee

3 cold - lack of coffee

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n-c719+1+=)#7*

Wed, 18 Feb 2026 22:30:10 GMT

https://www.101.541d.it/1714-n

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Wed, 18 Feb 2026 00:21:06 GMT

evolution of feeling like shit

and what i listen to / suno makes for me

week 2
the day after tomorrow: PROFIT
tomorrow: ???
today: fight club soundtrack, anarchy, sabotage, terrorism, living off grid, pink/black
saturday: quake soundtrack, hp lovecraft, disgusting, dakota, brown shades, annunaki
friday: anime soundtrack like beat, he who grows his own rice, fucked up black/white/red
thursday: somali reggae, svea lycksaligheets triumph, desperate, yellow/blue
wednesday: biker punk
tuesday:
monday:

week 1

apocalyptic hardcore, magna alba sancta immanentia, green
presidential speech, scrub on scrub off, red/white/blue
black guy doing poetry slam, vasopressin
facebook has your personal information they dont need you anymore
traditional folk music, woman freedom life, iran revolution 2022-2023
another smash hit single brought to you by the thieves at suno

it was so long ago
nine inch nails - the fragile, lost love, oil paint, turpentine

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sure ^________^

Tue, 17 Feb 2026 23:05:44 GMT

https://www.bitchute.com/video/1kEI2PEWfgNX/

order from för emma 79: +46 070 488 12 35. a mix between laptop and desktop. has a screen with 90 degree fixed angle.

name: för dig
made: for oldskool gamers
cost: $10
production cost: $1
markup: 10x
markup if 1000: 5x
markup if 1 mil: 2x
weight: 100gr
graphics: 1-bit b/w nonbacklit display - you need a strong lightsource or daylight to see anything, dithers from up to 15-bit
sound: none
working temperature: +5-+35C
frames per second: 25/30
resolution: 320x240
aspect ratio: 4:3

keyboard: numpad + directional keys + multi-use futhark (30 keys in total)
screen size: 20x15cm
network: 3.5kbaud bluetooth with built-in support for 7zip (de)compression on client / server / wifi
graphics card: 0.5mb
ram: 4mb
harddrive: 100mb free space
webcam: 160x120 pixel 16-bit b/w
7x multiboot:
console emulation:
zx spectrum
commodore 64
nintendo famicom
gameboy
os: ms dos 5.0 windows 3.11 ce
battery:
charge: lasts 50-500 hours
1 manual - recharges from 0% to full in 1 hour of handcranking, uses bicep curl maneuver, can be optionally placed on the left side of the computer
not included, add $50 to price
2 solar power - recharges in 8 hours at 30 degrees
3 kinetic power - using keyboard, trackpad, touching the computer charges it
other tools +$50 per
2x swiss army knife including 2x fork / spoon / knife utensils builtin for dining
ports: 4 usb for using supplied tools +$50 each
fan: strong enough to chill computer from 50c to 20c
induction fridge to chill 1 soda can to +5c / keep 1 cup of coffee at 80 degrees / freeze 1dl ice cubes / liquid to -20
induktionsplatter + ceramic frying pan, space enough to fry 1 egg, high pan to boil 1 litre liquid in 5 seconds

name: för dig 1k
made: for bitcoin traders
cost: $1000
production cost: $200
markup: 5x
markup if 1000: 4x
markup if 1 mil: 3x
weight: 1kg
keyboard: dvorak by default, digital ink led display in grey, can be replaced with 200 languages via the LNG key
graphics: 8-bit b/w display
screen: 2x transparent / mirrored
webcam: 2x (stereoscopic) 500x500 pixels
sound: pc speaker
frames per second: 1000
resolution: 500x2000
aspect ratio: 4:1 - vertical
screen size: 25x100cm
working temperature: -50-+100c
network: 1mbps wifi
graphics card: 1tb
can downscale with lancoz 16x resampling from 4k
multiboot:
windows 50-11
linux blackhat
mac os strawberry shortcake
battery: water and sugar

name: för dig 1m
made: for those that want that little extra of everything
cost: $1 million
made to order
production cost: $500k
markup: 2x
markup if 10: 1.5x
markup if 100: 1.25x
graphics: 16-bit b/w hdr qled with tone mapping
frames per second: 1 million
resolution: 10k^2
screen size: 1 square meter
aspect ratio: 1:1
sound: dolby 4r321
10 speakers
6 directional 50hz-20khz nsewud
2 supersonic tweeters 20k-100k 100k-1m
2 subwoofers 1-10hz 1-50hz
max bitrate: 1gbps with tak compression
working temperature: 1-1 000 000 000 kelvin
network: 1 petabyte/s graphene corded - can download CIA entire internet index in 1 month
calculations: 1 omniflop
harddrive: 1 petabyte
magnetic storage: 1 zettabyte
graphics card: 1 exabyte
boot: 4TRAN 2026
battery: gas based
weight: 5 tons
mobility: levitates with drone engines in case of earthquake flood fire burglary or cracking attempt
keyboard: 1000 key modular unicode to type 1 million different symbols with 2 keypresses, 32-bit pressure sensitive, measures typing at 1000x ps/2 speed (0.001 milliseconds) supports up to 10k keypresses per second
controller: 2 spacetech spaceorb millenium - 8 dimensions of movement at 64 bits per axis

disgustification of the evening:
acetic acid (melts silver)
natural lemon aroma (from black mould gotten from pig fat)
t shirts
1 toothpaste
2 bromide

water poisoning measuring
in parts per million PPM
1 litre of water
with a toxic synthetic chemical
1 gram of it and the sweetwater
is destroyed

scoville scale
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scoville_scale

good potato chip dip sauce
3dl 12% gräddfil
5cl ketchup
1 tablespoon herbes de provence
1 drop etheric mint oil
1 drop tabasco

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ᚺ ᚾ ᛁ ᛃ
ᛇ ᛈ ᛉ ᛊ
6 7 8 9
2 3 4 5
1 ^ 0 SPC
< v > NTR

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Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:09:48 GMT

its swimming like the dolphins in the fish

yes, that also makes people cheer in the pub

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Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:06 GMT

its going swimmingly

shes not even grey yet

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Mon, 16 Feb 2026 14:42:13 GMT

see

heres her engaging with

a manpig and a pigman at the same time

she just cant help herself

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blood sister taking down a very fearsome hind

Mon, 16 Feb 2026 13:48:26 GMT

she has bad eyesight

so we play this

at a whooping

400x300 resolution

or is it even less

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Fri, 13 Feb 2026 18:32:01 GMT

the story of how i met bella. i had been at fountain house for 8 years. a year before the boss said "in 4 years youll be boss here tomas". but i chose love instead of power and money. they had happenings now, so once a week or so a payed employee, i was volounteer, would hold something special. xhyljeta held a beauty night, and bellas mom, eva, invited her there when she happened to be in stockholm. i had the day before smoked homemade opium, and recently gotten a straight edge tatu, since people started calling me "vegeterian" out of the blue and laughing hysterically and disgusting, after id eaten the healthy meal like once ever during lunch.

i had nothing to do there, just wanted time to pass so i could go home late and sleep and not think too much of my shit life. so i cleaned my tatu with alsol alcohol, bad idea, the ink got into my blood. as bella said later, "did you inject gasoline into your veins"? i was more bored still, and was gonna play something better than the shit radio station they had on the bluetooth speaker. i grab the houses smartphone, and before i know it theres a phone call. i answer, nobody else cared, and it was eva. they said "let us in, weve called and beeped a thousand times".

i run down quickly to the floor below, and there they are, a hippie mom with a platina retriever dog and her fashionable daughter in a gorgeous browngreen nonrevealing dress. i lead them to the meeting and i play some nicer songs. i could quickly see bella didnt feel comfortable there, so i hold out my hand she grabs it and lead her into the office which was empty. i show her my facebook page, and she whispers in her mellow voice "thats me". i was heavy into spirituality then, and had a alignment avatar. you know like chaotic evil and lawful good, myself im chaotic neutral good.

bella was a libra, they stand for beauty and wisdom. to most that would be an oxymoron, because youre either a geek or a jock, right? wrong. i had summoned her since all the way back on my first blog i never wrote anything in because i was shy, but i had 2 tags composed of 2 emojis, yes we had unicode emojis even in the 1990s. 1 was libra 1 was taurus. or maybe it was a dragon and fairy (älva) there. anyway i tried to play some cool songs for her, then figured i should play some of my own. id released negative feedback loop a year before professionally through the tunecore aggregator and looked through the tracklist, i tried out of intuition "tantra", she says again in a really shy voice "det låter som älvor" "it sounds like elves".

then i lead her to the second floor and begin experimenting with the sound system. i freak out the ether and soon the angel dog comes panting and her mom after her. i ask her name for the first time. eva says they have to leave. i go back to the crowd then home when its dark outside and listen to some cheezy hiphop song from my wide record collection from the 80s where they say "isabella, isa-bella-lah" a few times on vinyl then forget her.

im back at fountain house, everythings the same as always, im in a not very populated room there, and her mom pops up again. she has POLICE LINE DO NOT CROSS on her arm but i dont care, i flirt with her and oogle her out. we talk some and she mentions her female side of the family has a curse on it. luckely enough id read about using white magick to breark double crossings, i show her on the screen and she says i should print it. she eyes the paper some, then exclaims, in calm, "bella has been talking about you for 2 whole weeks", anyway, she then asks me to add her on facebook.

i had just my first and last name "tomas johansson" there and there are easily 10000 of us so bella just couldnt find me from the noise during all that time. as usual i figured my grandma would ruin it and just say "my account is here, add her yourself". she adds 2 accounts, what i didnt know then until after she broke up with me, is 1 of them was bella, 1 was her sister tessan. tessan loved me even more. one of her quotes is "take inte droger, du saknar ingenting" "dont take drugs, youre not missing out".

the rest is history legend and music and poetry and art and the greatest ballad ever made. tomas la belle epoque.

note. picture included is a tatu on the left paart of chest which says in english "god bless you and bella forever" spoken by marilyn monroes daughter to me, and features a blood diamond and blue crystal.

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most beautiful girl in the world, part: dress

Fri, 13 Feb 2026 18:10:54 GMT

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