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anyway, i could recommend the book by susanne keysen, called "girl interupted". its based on her experiences in a mental hospital in the 1960s. theres also a movie based on it which was pretty good. winona rider and angelina jolie. it had a good oldskool soundtrack as well so check it out on youtube. anyway, ill descend into more rapeloosh now. this is a declaration of "being tired of all this shit" yes i would kill myself but im bedridden theres nothing i would do and i dont like pain and i cant handle pain. ive been suicidal since i was 11, because my granddad molested me when i was 7, and got HE got so bad nightmares from it he wanted me dead (i was just afraid of the dark for 35 years). i could tell more and ive done that so ill just leave it like that. i got molested then as well by my real mom, by my grandmom (she still does it, shes my only contact but now shell only visit me every 89 days) and very gruesomely several times by my neighbor who i thought for so long was a god.
theres more in the vid i feel horrific i have to turn the comp off now.
anyway, i could recommend the book by susanne keysen, called "girl interupted". its based on her experiences in a mental hospital in the 1960s. theres also a movie based on it which was pretty good. winona rider and angelina jolie. it had a good oldskool soundtrack as well so check it out on youtube. anyway, ill descend into more rapeloosh now. this is a declaration of "being tired of all this shit" yes i would kill myself but im bedridden theres nothing i would do and i dont like pain and i cant handle pain. ive been suicidal since i was 11, because my granddad molested me when i was 7, and got HE got so bad nightmares from it he wanted me dead (i was just afraid of the dark for 35 years). i could tell more and ive done that so ill just leave it like that. i got molested then as well by my real mom, by my grandmom (she still does it, shes my only contact but now shell only visit me every 89 days) and very gruesomely several times by my neighbor who i thought for so long was a god.
theres more in the vid i feel horrific i have to turn the comp off now.
